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There were no words for that painful situation. I neither looked up nor spoke. I knew that if it came to speaking, the raging waterfall I’d been containing for so long would come pouring out of my mouth and douse us both in hideous things. I didn’t want that to happen; despite all this, and all before it, he is my brother, and I love him. And in the end, I needed his help. So I merely nodded...or did I? It felt like nodding.
“Why didn’t you tell me earlier?”
I was silent for a long time, pondering my answer, but no wordless response came to me. With a monumental amount of effort, my mouth agreed to open. Another long moment passed before I answered.
“You’re not the easiest to find.”
“I’m sure you could have, had you tried. You didn’t, though, did you?” My expression soured of its own accord, and it was all I could do to kee
Hath No FearGiving yourself completely up to fear is kinda like falling in love: You can't pin point exactly when it started and by the time you realize that you are surrounded by that sensation it's already game over. Just like the image of the person you are in love with starts creeping out from every unexpected corner, fear never leaves your side when you give it a welcome stay. After a restless sleep, it starts beating anxiously in your heart the moment you wake up in the morning and commands all your thoughts and actions throughout the day. It is nothing short of a prison, except you are the only inmate and the warden never takes a break. Ever.
I do not exactly remember when I let fear occupy my being but I remember the exact moment when I realized I was ruled by it. It was late in the afternoon, everybody was out there 'getting busy living' and I had locked myself inside my bed half awake, not particularly finding any valid reason to get out of it. Then I was awakened from a nightmare by my
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Lilyas has dedicated herself to making our community a brighter place with her vibrant artwork and infectious enthusiasm for interacting with others in our community. It has certainly paid off, as many deviants flock to her page on a daily basis to let her know how much of an inspiration she is. We absolutely agree, and couldn't let all that hard work go without recognition, so it's with great pride that we bestow the Deviousness Award for March 2014, to ... Read More